"Have you ever thought of what you want to be when you grow up?"

As classic as it sounds, this question, we will consider at one point of our lives.

I asked this question, and out of so many people in one group, one gave me the answer immediately. I made sure i lengthened that conversation for as long as i could, because I wanted to talk about this with people. Brooding about it usually bears nothing fruitful, I would only let myself drift off to other easier questions. D

Do I like talking about this? No.
Do I want to grow up and be the person i think i might want to be soon? Naah.


I'm afraid to grow up.
Afraid to grow up, afraid to have so many responsibilities thrust at me, afraid to have too many burdens put on my already very sloping shoulders. That's what i am. That's why I want to prepare. Even this fresh blog is an attempt at cherishing everything I can do as a teenager.

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......... so screw responsibilities. Screw burdens. Screw growing up.

/rant

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